count the headlights on the highway

film geeks would tell you their favorite movie scene ever's the shower scene in psycho, or death's first appearance in the seventh seal, or that pause in the last supper parody in viridiana. my favorite: (and no, not calling myself a geek! geeks are cool) the bus scene in almost famous: big fight, tiny dancer plays on the radio, they all sing. why'd i install limewire again? poor makmak.

suddenly had this strange, empty feeling. like there's nothing out there, and also nothing inside me, too. not sad; that's scary by the way. misery connects one to this world of humans. failures grow out of hoping. empty, not looking forward to anything. this is why one shouldn't live alone. i should start sleeping.